What do you see Nurse? Poem

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 The Crabbit Old Woman (“What Do You See?”) poem was originally written in 1966 by a nurse named Phyllis McCormack, who worked with geriatric patients at Sunnyside Hospital, Montrose in Scotland.

“What do you see nurse, what do you see?

What are you thinking when you look at me,

A crabby old woman, not very wise,

Uncertain of habit with far away eyes,

Who dribbles her food, and makes no reply,

When you say in a loud voice: “I do wish you’d try.”

Who seems not to notice the things that you do,

And forever is losing a stocking or shoe,

Who, quite unresisting, lets you do as you will

With bathing and feeding, the long day to fill.

Is that what you’re thinking, is that what you see?

Then open your eyes, you’re not looking at me.

I’ll tell you who I am, as I sit here so still,

As I move at your bidding, as I eat at your will,

I’m a small child of ten, with a father and mother,

And brothers and sisters, who love one another,

A girl of sixteen, with wings on her feet,

Dreaming that soon a lover she’ll meet;

A bride soon at twenty my heart gives a leap,

Remembering the vows that I promised to keep;

“At twenty-five now I have young of my own,

Who need me to build a secure, happy home;

A woman of thirty, my young now grow fast,

Bound together with ties that should last;

“At forty, my young sons have grown up and gone;

But my man stays beside me to see I don’t mourn;

At fifty once more babies play ’round my knee;

Again we know children, my loved one and me.

Dark days are upon me, my husband is dead,

I look at the future, I shudder with dread.

For my young are all busy, with young of their own,

And I think of the years and the love I have known.

I’m an old woman now, and nature is cruel,

’Tis her jest to make old age look like a fool.

The body, it crumbles, grace and vigor depart,

There is a stone where I once had a heart.

But inside this old carcass, a young girl still dwells,

And now and again my battered heart swells.

I remember the joys, I remember the pain,

And I’m loving and living all over again.

I think of the years, all too few and gone too fast,

And accept the stark fact that nothing can last.

So open your eyes, nurse, open and see,

But a crabby old woman, look closer, see me.”

– Phyllis McCormack, Crabbit Old Woman,” originally appeared in Nursing Mirror, December 1972.

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